Report 9

 

March 23.  Smug, arrogant, condescending, pompous, shallow, supercilious.  These and other like adjectives all came to mind two sentences into the Anglican Dean’s sermon.  He was telling us that George Bush had betrayed American and Christian values -- because someone who had resigned from the administration had said so.  Susie, no GWB-admirer, was having the same reaction.  “Shall we walk out?” she asked.  I, who am, but not wanting to make a scene (no guts), said “No, let’s stick it out.”  It’s of course no surprise that these sorts of opinions are widely held in NZ and elsewhere.  But, it was still upsetting, doubly so just after scripture had been read saying only He knows what’s in a person’s heart, etc.  We declined to take communion after the sermon because our hearts were not at all right for it.  Susie confronted the Dean after the sermon; I tagged along.  She said she came to church looking for comfort, not politics.  The Dean said he wasn’t being anti-American; indeed many of his American acquaintances held similar views.  I asked if he had ever preached on Saddam Hussein’s values.  Nope.  More was said, but it’s all a blur now, and he sort of apologized for upsetting us.

 

Susie’s take:  We chose this church for worship today because of the locality, reputation and beauty of the cathedral knowing that it was an Anglican Church and probably had more ritual than we wanted.  However, this of all Sundays I felt the need as a Christian for comfort through the Word and being surrounded by other Christians.  Even though I know the climate of NZ is making it a little uncomfortable for Americans at this time, it seemed that a place of worship was the place to be.  Now, I can’t base EVERY place of worship on what we heard this a.m., but I must say I was in tears early on and wept openly as I talked to the Dean.  I just felt (in my heart) that as an American I had to tell him that I was openly disappointed because I had come for the Word, Christians seeking peace and not a political sermon.  He was a little taken aback and said that the sermon was meant to be reminding us all of our heritage.  I said that he probably wouldn’t understand until someone flew an airplane into the Sky Tower in Auckland.  He said he had spent some time in NY.  At any rate, Rob was right there with me—a little surprised at my gutsiness—but every single statement of liturgy and all prayers (as unoriginal as they were because of the repetitive doctrine) spoke to peace, understanding, acceptance and God’s assurance that He was there for us, and, then, for the sermon to be so political was more than I could handle.  He said early in his sermon that he was active in yesterday’s anti-war demonstration and spoke to it.  At any rate, we took a three point six mile walk this afternoon, spoke privately to our Lord and seem to be no worse for it all. 

 

Rob: I’ve studiously avoided political discussions and situations here.  Just teaching statistics, ma’am.  So, I don’t want to get on a bandwagon now.  But for this prelate, comfortable in his rectory and circle of like-minded friends while presiding over a dying, dwindling, increasingly irrelevant force in New Zealand life, to tell us he has looked into George Bush’s heart and found it wanting was too much.  Now, I don’t know Bush’s heart either, but I think it is entirely possible that human freedom, dignity, and opportunity, and the eradication of terror, rank high on his list of values.  You can recognize and even respect that even if you don’t agree with his methods and are not convinced of their effectiveness. 

 

People say you never feel more patriotic than when you’re out of the country.  We’ve been asked by some of you what it felt like to be an American here at this time.  I haven’t really tried to articulate it, or even think much about it.  That’s changed.  Sad to say, in spite of what’s in the papers and TV every day, this is the first time I wished I wasn’t here.  But, we’ll put this behind us and continue to have a good and educational time.  America does have a lot of good friends here.  (Actually, the Auckland paper runs a pretty good balance of letters and op-ed columns.  TV is one-sided.  Heard a reporter the other day, in a background report on George Bush, saying with a strong sense of disapproval that George Bush is known to pray and read the Bible regularly, … Horrors!)

 

We’ve had a busy and fun couple of weeks since our last report and will soon update you on that.  Just had to share our feelings on this episode while it’s fresh in our minds.

 

Be of good cheer.

 

Rob and Susie

 

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